Meaningless Days?11:30 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
hi...going to kim's house afterwards to work on art project...yup.we haven't even finished it yet!
anyway,nowadays i feel this familiar sinking feeling wherever i go.seriously.i dunno why though.it rily sucks the happiness outta evryting i do.i just do it in a daze,not caring what others think of me.i just feel like going back home to sleep the whole day, without anyone talking to me.sometimes,tears just leak outta me without any rhyme or reason.(weird i noe.)i think im the only dumb one here having this feeling.is this some sort of warning?i dunno...you all must think im so paranoid right?and lame,saying all these stuff,but i guess after i type this out,i would feel a teensy weensy bit better.i hope so at least.*fingers crossed* i rily dun wanna spend the rest of my days having this negative feeling,bcos then i wouldn't find any joy in anything i do. i rily dun wanna.i wanna live happily,with no regrets or worries.ok.i've expressed this super weird feeling,now i gotta go.bb!
