Confused8:57 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
sigh...it's getting harder and harder to stay cheerful nowadays.even tho it's after psle...im supposed to be happy rite?but i'm not really.all bcos of that ONE person.let's just call that person A.i don't know what is going on inside A.one day A's extra nice to me,and my heart would flutter up to the skies,another day A just gives me the cold shoulder,and my heart would plummet down to the bottom of my stomach.A really has me in a dilemma.why can't A just stop making my heart ache,what with all the fluttering and plummeting?i'm really very very confused.yet everyday,i would hope for the best,and nearly everyday my heart breaks into pieces because of A.why?it's pure torture you know.i wish someone could relive it for me.then i wouldn't have to stand so much pain,and can live my last happy days in NYPS happily.A can be a mood-uplifter at times,and at others,just drag my mood down.i wouldn't say any more.you guys know who that person is.that's all.
