emo2:39 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
i really don't understand you.why do you always lift my hopes up to the sky,only to let me fall back down to the hard earth again?don't you have a HEART?you talk about girls making sacrifices for you,but think:has she done ANYTHING for you?has she really sacrificed anything for you?or has she cheated and lied her way into your heart,just like everything else she does?you don't know the pain im going through.the spiritual pain that is indescribable.why did you break my heart,watch them break into pieces?why,why?i can't glue the pieces back together.no one can ever mend it again.
no one can understand the pain im going through.i try my best to fit in school,trying to laugh like im enjoying myself.but everything i do is just a mask to hide the cold,bare reality.no one really knows me.they think they do,but they don't.i feel like there's a barrier between me and all my friends.i can't bring myself to tell them what i really feel,because im afraid,afraid that they will laugh at me instead,not take me seriously.
who can i confide in,seriously?and how can my wounds be healed again?how,how?
